Knowers that I study or listen to include Mary Magdalene, Jesus, Caroline Myss, Jenni Morgan, Deanna Kayyali, Zoie Zeller, Matias De Stefano, David Icke, Jordan Maxwell, Robert Grant, Alan Watts, Nikola Tesla, Gregg Braden, Rudolf Steiner, Richard Rohr, Mark Passio, Carl Jung, Madame Blavatsky, and others. These individuals are a diverse group of truth seekers, not celebrities or ego builders, just simple and grounded people on their spiritual journey.
Books I've studied encompass a range of texts including the New & Old Testament, Zohar, Book of Enoch, Quran, Bhagavad Gita, The Expected One, The Book of Love, The Universal Christ, The Gospel of Mary Magdalene, Pista Sophia, and The Gnostic Gospels. These works contribute to my understanding of reality and the truth.
Incorporating yoga, meditation practices and mindful reflection into my life is essential. The quest to remember my authentic self is now a foundational aspect of my being. I strive to be present in the space I occupy, mindful of my divine presence and power. Viewing my human activities from a higher perspective helps me integrate my higher knowing's into my daily routine and adventures. Quiet serves well.
I believe we are all children of the Universe and as such, none have dominion over another. God, Source, the Creator or...is inside each, not external. Looking outside is a distraction fueled by the thick reality we are experiencing in this realm. The "powers that be" use religion as a control mechanism to keep you submissive and ignorant. We are to seek truth from within and allow our intuition to guide our path to BE bold not weak.
The content provided reflects my perspective on the spiritual journey we all embark on. My sole intent is to speak my truth and offer a framework that may help you explore your own truth and potential. I have no interest in making any revenue from this work, I have a day job that provides.
Consider what I say in context and explore the details as you feel guided. We are all unique souls navigating our own reality and one size does not fit all.
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As I have come to Know, I am a unique aspect of the Creator, God, Source consciousness or whatever name suits you best. I would be one of these crystals, emanating Light Energy, completely unique and incarnating into the sea of vast experiences in galaxies., universes and realities (in the background). None is greater nor less than another. I take many forms and find myself here, as human, trying to make sense of my existence and yielding to my full potential.
Unique is highlighted for a reason. If you truly think about it, do you know ANYONE who is even close to your uniqueness. Your thoughts, likes, dislikes, strengths, taste's, views.... Nope! We are to celebrate our uniqueness and express that in this reality we call human on earth. We are to also allow for others to express their uniqueness without judgement.
No one being sees the color red the same. Red, yes but not the same.
This reality divides us into groups and camps for division and control. In an infinite sea of crystals, do you see any groups? We are to See oneness in all as we all originate from the same source while celebrating our unique spirit.
I am Light. I am a unique aspect of Gods', source, the creators...consciousness inhabiting numerous realms and experiences. I bring my awareness/consciousness into this human form. This "human form" is made of energy centers that house my spirit & my computer brain to decode the energetic field of matter, the material realm, and form my physical experience. My ego, is an aspect of my form that is meant to decode the energy patterns of this experience through my bodies receptors to bring about my senses, feeling, emotions and over time...my thoughts. If through my experiences, I allow, the ego takes on an additional role where it becomes a contributor, if not the driving force of my thoughts and resulting actions. I pile on biases, judgements, perceptions etc. that pull my awareness deeper and deeper into this net clouding my divine spirit from its true nature and become a creation of this reality vs being a creative force in this place. I shut out my spirit and disconnect from that guidance and navigation.
What is consciousness? It is my awareness and is not a construct or fabricated aspect. No, it is me. It is my unique Light Being projected into different realms and realities for God, source...to experience through my uniqueness. Why my uniqueness? Source is infinite with infinite unique aspects from which to experience so why not me and my uniqueness? My multi-faceted uniqueness is original and vastly different from any other and pretty dang cool too. There is no other that likes good chocolate, yoga, Gringo Vegetarian Green Chili, warm wool socks, Earl Grey tea, hiking, sun rises & communicating telepathically with nature more than me. Pretty weird combo. See, unique!
I am on Gaia, the host of this earth experience. The planet earth with its inhabitants forms a dense energetic field that is a condensed learning school for souls. It is a reality that hosts a lot of traps to ensnare and tether my soul to this material manifestation or as I condense into...the sex, drugs & rock n roll. Earth is a challenging incarnation.
It is the quest of my spirit to be In but not Of this reality. It is a top and bottom of every breath mindfulness to take my surroundings, interactions and happenings into perspective, the perspective of source, into context and not get caught in the energy of this reality. Rather, be mindful of where I am, who I am and why I am at all times.
If I retain the integrity of my full sprit, Light, I remember that it is in my relationships where the lessons, growing and magic manifest. Relationships with loved ones, mates, other beings, other life, material things, food, nature, my physical and energetic body, on and on. It is NOT about those "physical" things but rather the relationship I allow to align with those physical manifestations
I came here to experience the full range of human emotions through experiences...all guided by my Spirit or higher self if you will through a soul. I incarnated to stretch the band of abundance & lack, love & hate, anger & joy, success & failure, fulfillment & longing etc. All the human emotions, sensations & feelings. I am not to run away from or dilute these but rather embrace each as an opportunity to learn and grow.
I incarnated to ascend within the human form through the 7 levels. Those levels are Fear, Guilt, Shame, Lust for Power, Dependency on Form (addictions & dependencies) Attachment to Identity and lastly Separateness from Source. I am here to challenge myself to experience a life in this dense reality and to rise above the noise, distractions and the 7 levels so that I can be my full Spirit in this incarnation.
It is through service to self and others that I align with my true spirit and am able to ascend through the 7 levels of humanness. It is through service that I retain my FULL Light beingness and am able to create vs being created in this form.
" The earth is in bloom; the sky is in bloom. Each and every heart has its blossom...the soul is illumine." Ajeet
Jesus & Mary Magdlene are majestic, enlightened incarnate Masters who came to teach us how to ascend within the physical form, the 7 levels. They were married and had 2 children together. The word Chris means God in action. Jesus Christ and Queen Mary Magdlene Christ were incarnate God in action and challenge each here with a soul to be their Christ like Light. God in action through their uniqueness.
This is the real Lords Prayer as prayed by Jesus. The current prayer as modified by the religious controllers was meant to conceal truth. I think you will agree, the real Lord's prayer offers much truth and enlightenment regarding this reality and our energetic form:
- Oh thou from whom the breath of life comes, who fills all realms of sound, light & vibration, may your light be experienced in my upmost holiness.
- Your will comes true in the universe just as on earth.
- Give us wisdom for our daily needs.
- Detach the fetters of faults that bind us like we let go of the guilt of others.
- Let us not be lost ins superficial things but let us be freed from that which keeps us from our true path and purpose.
- From you comes the all working will, the lively strength to act and the song that renews and beautifies from age to age.
- Sealed in trust, faith & truth
A bit more empowering don't you think? Jesus did not come here to die for our sins. Sin is a man-made construct. Right and wrong indeed but sin, good and bad are human constructs used to measure, manipulate and control. No, he and Mary Magdlene are powerful teachers. Why do you think the Gospel of Mary Magdlene was buried away with certain pages missing form all copies found. She gave us wisdom on how to ascend the 7 levels of humanness. Do some reading on the Nag Hammadi Scriptures discovered in 1945. Little is as it's been presented.
Ever wonder why things are the way they are here on Gaia? The great Aeon, Sophia the Divine Feminine, created our reality in her exuberance but lacking her counter, the Divine Masculine. As a result, we are experiencing a reality that is completely out of balance and heavy handed ruled by unbalanced masculine power.
The Divine Feminine is the womb of creation with the supporting energy provided by the Divine Masculine. The role of the masculine is to provide support, structure and energy for the feminine to spread her wings. The Divine Feminine is the creation, nurturing and wisdom of all. The Divine Masculine is the seed of potential. I think you would agree that we experience just the opposite.
Some would see this as male weakness, being submissive to the female. The male is not submissive at all, rather empowered by the creative force and direction of the female who is guided by nurturing and wisdom. A Divine Male SEES the truth.
" Your hand on my hand, my heart after you, through your Love now I become you." Snatam Kaur
The idea that we humans feel like we are advancing wearing virtual reality goggles is like placing square wheels on your car. We are experiencing THE MOST sophisticated & magical virtual reality being as human.
Quantum mechanics validates that what we believe is matter is 99.999% space or energy. Meson & Bosan energy is the key.
Our reality is simple, yet the combinations are complex. Our computer brain with all of the body's receptors decode patterns, platonic shapes, number sequences, light, energy, vibration, frequency & sound to yield "matter" or the material world. Let's see a set of goggles do that!
If all is energy, then what are thoughts? Well, energy. The truth...it is our thoughts that count WAY more than our words or actions. Our thoughts truly create our reality and carry the real weight of our experience.
This brings me to energetic healing. True healing through Reiki, sound, vibration and all forms of energy work should be our go to for all of our ailments. We are energic beings and using a pill to "cure" is identical to putting on a set of VR goggles. Western "medicine" is meant to mask symptoms and bring temporary relief, so you become a regular consumer of their products.
"Matter is the energetic fingerprint of my earthly experience.." Me
Time and space are constructs that allow for experiences and the corresponding learning and lessons. Think about it for a moment. if neither existed, how would we learn or grow? I do something stupid, or harm another or....time passes, consequences develop, I'm impacted by those consequences, I have an experience and decide to learn and grow from that or not.
The illusion of time "creates" two limitations in our earthly human experience. The first is it gives us the falseness of a past and keeps us locked up on that past. Our memories and associated emotions greatly impact our ability to be present and available to be the creative force in our reality. It colors and clouds our "thinking" and greatly limits our true creative nature. The second, this matrix uses the illusion of time to keep us always looking forward to and always planning for the future. I know MANY who are so locked up in planning for a "comfortable" future & retirement that they miss so much along the way. They reach that retirement with an aged and debilitated form with all their "wants" that provide little relief. Now, this does not mean that you ignore planning for the future, no, just be appropriately mindful of needs vs wants. We are here to "collect" experiences and memories, not stuff. The matrix has most pinned to stuff and the illusion that it brings comfort. I bet few on their death bed hoped they had collected more stuff.
The platonic solids, named after the wonderful philosopher, Plato, provide a logic of our material experience in the energetic Eather (all potential). The below is from Jenni Morgan:
Octahedron - 8 side: The signature of air (witness) is the breath that seals our souls to the carbon contract.
Icosahedron - 20 side: Represents water. Life cannot exist without the conscience of the creator which is water.
Tetrahedron - 4 side. The tetrahedron is Fire and is the action that creates.
Cube - 6 side: Represents Earth. Earth is the spirit that hosts the ability to be fractal to understand wholeness
Dodecahedron - 12 side: Aether is the magic made real.
On a plane ride some 20 years ago, I sat next to an elderly lady. She was awesome. She told me that astrology was the world's oldest and truest science as it was recorded history of events, happenings and energy as related to the cycles of all. I listened but that was about it. That was one of many nudges my spirit gave me to get with the program!
All "physical" is energy, period. To believe that cosmic forces and alignments are not impactful to our energetic being is well, naive. This does not mean that you need to be controlled by such forces but be aware of their energy and potential. We cannot control the movement and timing of such forces, but it is wise to be aware of what energies are moving through you.
The Georgian calendar is designed to interrupt and interfere with the natural cycles. We are to embrace the yearly cycles as they bring opportunity to for alignment with our physical form and energetic spirit. Become familiar with the Solstices of Yule and Litha. The equinoxes of Ostara and Maybon. The halfway points in-between of Imbolc, Beltane, Lughnasadh & Sambain. The matrix has us occupied with Christmas, Halloween....all to keep us from our true nature by ignoring the true holidays honoring our spirit and the energetic cycles to embrace.
Lastly, I'm a Sagittarius and Sagittarius is all about truth. The purpose of this site...truth. If you allow, you can shine in your divine alignment. Embrace your true nature and align with the stars. It may not always be the easiest path, but it is the most rewarding.
The nonbiased & non contaminated nature is a very powerful and true teacher. There is no ego or judgement involved, just unbridled truth. I do have a few humans in my tribe that I fully trust, and I take their guidance and input to heart. With nature, I am fully trusting as there is no ego to drive their interaction. I learn more from Ms. Mak the wonder canine on how to live and be fully present as that is all she knows.
Lets change the tide of tradition. Let us focus on our growth rather than decay. Be your own "church" if you will. Weekly, daily, hourly, remind yourself of a recent situation or instance where you were connected to your higher self/spirit and that direct connection fueled your ability to be in a higher service to self or others.
When you are of your full light, your wattage is amplified by the power of 22. Bring a few together to share their stories and that power is more amplified. Let's learn from one another on how to be better at being human and bring teachings to the human community. Let us build rather than judge. Let us learn rather than lecture. Let us BE rather than not!
We are to celebrate our naked beingness. We can only truly work the magic of this reality sober through connection to our Spirit. Being whole brings contentment and comes from the simple.



Nature process from a spherical perspective, it is aware of the surroundings and lives in the moment. Nature is not distracted and not derailed from its true beingness. As a result, nature takes full advantage of what is available and only takes what is NEEDED. Nature is focused and direct.

Humans are lead to be very linear in their processing with limited perspective. We are always looking for the next thing to falsely satisfy or move "up" the chain if you will by obtaining bigger and better things. We bury ourselves in work and tasks planning for "down the road". We certainly can and do accomplish great "human" achievements with our focus, however, it's just human stuff.

We truly need to realize we are in a learning reality to grow. We should be embracing each day as an opportunity to do just that. Yes, some of the human stuff can get heavy...but we add to that heaviness. Gain perspective. You are eternal and a lifetime here is like a day in 2nd grade as my dear friend Jenni says. Persevere and thrive!

We could be like other animals and live in caves with loin cloths but we've moved on a bit...sorta. In our modern reality, work helps us provide so it is important. This reality advertises constantly to keep us locked into wanting the next latest & greatest. Simplify and open opportunities to other work that's more fulfilling. We create our own prison.

Spirit whispers and is timed. Listen. You are consciousness having a human experience. Don't get caught up in the human stuff, it's meant to distract. View, witness and Be from the higher perspective. Your true self. Be In not Of.

Ego is loud and constant. Tune it out. Don't be a small human looking for a spark of Spirit. You ARE Divine Spirit. Go BE and don't let anyone tell or try to convince you otherwise. "I am not small; you are not small said the finch".


A series of videos in the link below. They are placed in a recommended order as they build on one another—at least I believe they do. Click the link below or scan the QR code above.
0 to WTF, How Life Works - YouTube
- Intro
- Who am I
- What am I
- Why am I
- Me First: mind, body & spirit
- Where are we and how we got here
- Birds on a Wire, ONE or 9 billion
- Make-up of the Energetic Matrix
- The Merkaba
- The Divine Feminine & Masculine
- BEing...living simply and deeper
A host of shorts:
- There is no good nor bad
- Truth
- Music, not what you thought
- Honey over money
- Character
- Mind in concert with matter not over
- Discipline
- The original Lord's Prayer....what?
- School janitor
- Cannot not do the right thing
- Call my own BS
- If you choose...you loose
- Knowledge & information should be free
- Vibration & frequency are not the same
- Take control of your health
- The true Holidays
- Turn them off
- Negative energy is a marketable commodity
- Missing the Divine Feminine

A transformative cannabis ceremony held in my sacred mini home space in Golden, CO. This spiritual journey lasts roughly 4 hours and can be extended overnight for those traveling from out of town.
To prepare, participants must refrain from using cannabis for at least 60 days and fast for 24 hours prior. The purer your form, the greater the potential for insights into reality.
I cultivate the cannabis mindfully outdoors, following the full natural plant cycle and using only organic fertilizer and structured water. This process is all about intention, and this cannabis was grown with the purpose to heal and help participants gain the eyes to see and ears to hear their truth.
It is the individual's responsibility to integrate the teachings, insights, and remembrances gained from the ceremony into their lives for lasting change. I am here to assist with that effort, but I cannot substitute for your energy to instill true change.
I no longer participate in the plant medicine and am fully available for your journey.
Reach out for further details.

I am trained in both Usui & Karuna Reiki, with training and attunement by Deanna Kayyali and Jenni Morgan. Reiki is primarily utilized during the cannabis ceremony to help clear and restore energy, playing a supportive role in meditation practices, but it is not offered as an ongoing practice.

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